Is it bad?

That sometimes, I feel really left out.
That makes me scared for what happens afterward, for being forgotten.
For being another blurred face?

I've seen too many people walk out WALTZ, out of my life, like it was nothing.
Like I meant nothing.
So fucking excuse me for being hesitant.
That's just the way I am.
'Cause I've heard the same shit way too many times, and they all end up doing the opposite.


I am at war with myself, I constantly struggle with whether to trust people or not.
In reality, I'm just scared.
Scared of the heartbreak, scared of being the only one crying.