I've decided

to create a quote book. Where I shall write down quotes all throughout my life, idk if I will write one everyday, but I will at least fill a book. Then give it to someone whose in need of a bit of inspiration.

We all need inspiration every once in a while.

Is it bad

That the only reason why I don't log on to chat, aim, or skype, is because I know no one's going to talk to me?
Aha. Sad ain't it.

Back to my prompts.

Uhmm

Theres only a month left of school.
High school is fuckin over.
I don't really know how to feel about this. I don't think its even a toss up between sad or happy. I'm just panicking because of facing the real world.
After making past through the stressful college apps, and getting accepted, I would have thought I would just be relaxed but no, I've managed to make myself panic.
Its so surreal though, all these expectations, scenarios that I thought were going to play out through high school never happened. Ever. Bleh. High school went by really fast. But I don't regret anything that was thrown at me, or any person that I met. I wont remember what they exactly what they said but I sure as hell will remember how they made me feel. Would you believe me if I said that I still feel like a freshman? I've never felt anything else. Freshman and Senior year I would have to say have been my favorite years. The years that I will recall fondly. Sophomore year was a big mellow gush. I loath my Junior year memories. Nonetheless, through the ups and downs we made it. We're the next generation.
I graduated from San Joaquin Delta College, before high school. It still hasn't stopped feeling legit<3

In other news,
-I realized that I've always wanted to someone to just come to my house, and knock on the door and want to hang out with me for the hell of it. Because they were nearby or because they just wanted to(:
-I don't really like having my birthday in July. It's so late.
-My Franky essay ended up being 5 pages.

Night.

Shall we

continue this game we're playing?
Shall we keep walking the fragile string.
Making it through isn't even the problem, its tumbling along, leading us to the fall.

Shall we pretend, play make believe like it's no ones business?
Let's not.
Its sickening.

April 20, 2011

So today, I was in a bad mood all day. Stuff happened.
Anyways. Afterschool we went to a store near Jamie's and in there, the store was cute btw, there was something written on the wall. And it said:

"When you trip in life, make it part of your dance."

I flipped shit. It was like someone was talking to me. Like I was meant to see this.
The rest of the day was nice(:
I hope Jamie really does like her hair cut, she's adorable!

Danbo is the cutest ever :)

Today was a good day.

Afterschool I had forensics family night and went in and presented my piece. It was bleeh, okay.

I have a new inspiration for reading Frankenstein. Its too rich and eloquent to pass up. I know the class will not do anything, but I feel ignorant when I don't know what is being talked about. So you know what. I'm going to read Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, how it was originally written and I'm going to go and discuss the book, and gain knowledge, I'm tired of my Brit. Lit. class. I want to learn.

Inauguration of this blog

Well. That took quite some time; editing is fun though so I can't really complain. Anyways, I'll get the hang of this soon. Like everything else, it will just take some time. Next up is adding music to my page ahaha. Wow, that's going to be fun. So I don't even really know if I am or am not going to use this blog at all. It just sort of happened. :)

7th hour psychology

Jamie is helping me with my blog and today we have a half day :)
Happpyy half days! BKBKBKBKBKBKBKBK<3